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Last Visit: 9 weeks ago
Benjy (Benjamin) Harris
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Well, I doubt anyone would read the journal of a so called artist with no pieces of work to show. I started on a piece a while ago but stopped probably 10% through because my insecurities got the best of me. I have a phobia of failing. I have never failed at something when I tried my best, but I fear failing so much that I have rarely tried my best at anything. Anyways, my mother recently just sent me my drawing set so I guess I have the tools to make something...I'm just to afraid to start. If anyone reads this I would love help on getting past this embarrassing obstacle. A lot of things are going on in my life right now, for example, new job, disastrous love life, new town, school starting again... I guess this is just one of those hectic, get it off my chest, type entries. It stems back to drawing though. I really really really want to draw something. But dammit I don't want to suck...This shit sucks.